the only day off i have for this month... done nothing other then rushing everywhere and doing work... !? what kind of day off is this !? day off still busy doing stuff !?
wake up this morning (9am) come back from hospital and then rush to the f-ing doctor waited for 3hours then is my turn then only went in there for 15mins... really tired, dont have energy to move... been feeling ill and tired... thought i could just stay at home and sleep but i cant can i ?!? result is in a few days time... feeling scare... shitting myself right now... doctor said i need to do a full check up to make sure... but then i have to go back to hong kong for that... would i leave here ??! can i leave everything everyone behind ?? i dont know what to do... ! once i go back to Hong kong im nothing... i'll have to start everything again... learn everything again... im really tired to think... tired of doing stuff... TIRED !!
2-1-2013
12 more days till the 14th... wish i everything work out between me and her... i think she the only that can relax me... she is so nice caring loving !
using all the wishes i have in my life...
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