Finally awake ??

Been alone thinking for almost 1-2 months now and I think I understand... You don't need something to live on. You just need to live everyday as every other day there is nothing you NEED in life of couse apart food and drink haha... But other then that you can just treat it as it come. Well of couse it won't come to you on it own you'll have to work for it and at the end what yours is yours that for sure, the goal itself has already been set to you since you were born just depend on the yes or no Path. Sometime you been giving a choice (Yes or No) have you ever wonder what happen if you did the opposite at some time in your life ? Like me what if I never came to England ? Would this person Peter Cheng exist ? Would I have learn so much in life ? Well I think about those question a lot but now just thinking for killing time. I don't Need something in life ok maybe I want something in life but WANT and NEED is different. You need to understand want the different is otherwise you gonna get yourself confuses . So good job to those who understand it and for those who don't understand ? Well is not your time to yet sorry.